a day stuck at home-- sick..

So guess I will be stuck to this comp for today, or at least this hour.. Coz am sick you see and i hate this type of illness, coz its super super irritating.. Mucus keep running out of my nose, coughing every now and then, and have super bad headache. So didn't go to school again.. Again.. I missed school this term at least 5 days or so liaos.. Which I don't really care la, school really is a boredom. A place where everyone, or at least most, would doze off if the teacher nv cared.. OR a place for interaction, rather den study. But I guess education has evolved to this stage where we are not educated, but taught on how to tackle exams. OR rather study for exams sake. I mean who would really bother if there were no exams? I usually study a day or two before the test, and I don't do very badly.. But all this happened because God has a plan... There is a verse which says that all things work for good to those who love the Lord.. Something like that, i think in Romans 8. So if it has to be study that we must do, SO BE IT!

I really wonder how can we ever get out of this routine? Will this routine be a stumbling block for us to seek the Lord earnestly? U see... I study, train by the time I reach home, have dinner. Den do abit of homework. Too tired. zZZzZZ.. Den where does the Lord fit into the routine?! Routines really suck. You are just doing the same old things over, over over over over over over and over again for like 1/6 of your life and your YOUTH! Oh man.. However, thinking of it, we might be able to put God into our schedule and fit our routine into it! But the problem is how? How will this world allow you to do it? Argh.. Understand anot? If not, den i might just be crappenining around..

... but wadeva it is, glad that i am off this routine for today, but unglad that i am sick.. ya lo..

So this week the intense training will begin. Getting fired up for the nationals.. Gonna run it for the Lord's glory man.. Can't wait. I want to run, but I don't want to train! Contradict? Coz training is a routine! sigh.. I am crappy.. People who care, pls pray for me: I really want to train lo, but there is a inside of me who wants to slack. I think I havent trained for at least two or 3 weeks.. SO ya.. Thanks..

Think I have also been doing alot of thinking. About people and how things would work. But most impt I think is that I should be talking to God and ask Him for answers. Sometimes He answers in a very special way which I nv understood how it could work.. Guess that Lord works in His mysterious ways.. =)

Life has been rather smooth. I guess, but I am really worried if there is this big and difficult trial ahead of me. I don't wish to fall whenever the Lord gives a test, how can we be counted faithful then? pray for me, that I would be able to see His way of escape for me and see His loving hand guiding me. for the Lord is faithful and will not tempt us above what we can be tempted and with every trial or test also provide a way of escape.. So pray for me, so when this trial comes, I should be ready and prepared. Pray that I do not fall.. thnx.

pray that daniel is doing well..
pray that david's preparation for exams is good..
pray that darrell not so stress over everything but rejoice in the Lord always..and continue to be helpful and caring..
pray that darren is still doing well and serving the Lord well..
pray that lq to be convicted and convinced.. pray for the Lord to show Himself mighty before him..
pray that engjoo will grow in the Lord and be more enthusiastic?
pray that ivan will seek God earnestly and not to be disheartened by man..
pray that ian will take his r/s with the Lord seriously and know that results won't bring us anywhere..
pray that the Lord will send ppl in my way to bring to them to church..
pray that qianling is always an encouragment to pple..
pray that sheryl and gil still ok..
pray that bev seeking the Lord earnestly and be more serious about her r/s with the Lord..
pray that ter will also be a good example for pple..
pray that charissa will be ever so cheerful and so helpful and caring..
pray that sandra be more not so ah lian.. hahas.. oops.. pray that she will continue to serve the Lord with her singing..
pray that eunice continue to serve God quietly and a faithful servant..God knows the heart..
pray for God to prepare many souls to take up the commitment of serving the Lord in any possible ways..
pray for God to prepare souls that are ready to join FM..
pray for those who havent backslidden to come back to the Lord..
pray for those who havent taken the Lord seriously to ponder how much the Lord has provided for you.. don't wait..
pray for souls who are still waiting to take up the cross immediately and follow Christ!

thank God for people who are praying..
thank God for people who would care..
thank God for people who would be there in times of my needs..

Amen.