feeling... LOVED by God now!
Sunday, July 18
HEY HEY!
wahahaha, i really dunno what to feel now? ????? its the eve of my first race of the nationals.. though having still quite a bad cough, and praying that my mom won't stop me from running the race tml becoz of it.. anw, if it really happens, i believe i won't mind becoz it will be God's will. And i honor God's will! wahhhhhhhhh, i super hyper.. i am like at the mood when nothing can really depress me now.. the happy go lucky mood? haha, how i wish it could like last forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever..................... oh well, not on this earth i guess.. wait till HEAVEN! hmm, i've cleared things thru my mind.. God has did it, thank lots God! eric liddell really gave me a new perspective of the whole situation.. thanks LORD!! he taught me that the most impt race is not this race, is the race of life! that is this Christian life as a pilgrim on this earth.. i believe this race on earth will be used by God to let me see Him more and know Him better and to grow to be more like Him in this way.. yupp, thats the main purpose of it! and i really am not stressed now.. SEE how the Lord relieves the burden! =) =) =p anw, just pray that I would be seeking His will, yupp and HE will be magnified tml! Amen!
do keeping in mind of ppl who has helped me lots: God!! God!! God!! haha darrell, hmm, eric liddell! ppl who have been praying like charissa, yi xiang, vanessa, shirley, cheryl, darren, david, josh, ze gang, many many more whom i have not mentioned but have been silently praying for me, appreciate it lots..
