national day!
Saturday, August 7
hi all, my arms and feet are super wobby now cause jus did like super lots of pumping and other exercise. yupp, today had training at toa payoh stadium. we trained with the swift club ppl. a supposedly more prestigious track and field club to join. our school cross country was asked to join. but i think the ppl there were all super stuck up and proud, even many of us who went there became abit "proud" la and started to act cool. aiya its just a matter of identity. i believe i wasn't because i was there thinking and keeping very quite. thinking about how this world really works. how people can be easily lured into attention seeking sometimes even in church. so we did 400 x 8 with a swift club runner, was ok la, but I just felt abit sick after the last set which I ran almost all out. ok dun tok about training.
now many people seem not to be updating their blogs. so everytime I come online its quite sian la. so i end up thinking whether to blog anot. pls UPDATE ppl! its interesting how pple can be the ones viewing blogs but not having one themselves. i also wan to leh, its just that i have lotsa things that i want to share with ppl lo. but its nice being the ones who view the blog and tag the boards.. haha. quite cool..
actually my this short holiday quite exciting and fun. got bbq tml night with my relatives and my cousin! den church wide outing, pray for me that i can go, and captains ball match against glcc. haha
wahh, jus by organising the friendly match i realised how much work has to be done to organise stuff.. hmm, really excited to serve in youth comm lo, but have to wait! wait! wait! wait so long more. get baptist somemore.. argh.. grr.. bleah.. wadeva.. pray for my baptismal.
wahhhh, i today went to raffles place to have burger king offer meal with my grandad. there was a misunderstanding and i was left stranded there alone. so i decided to take a walk around raffles place. very long nv go walk walk see see le.. i saw this super chio addidas walking shoes that i would love to have lo and as I walked past world of sports i realized that i badly needed a new pair of trainers.. i needed shorts too and argh sooo many things. my bank is like only got withdrawal no deposit. i noe theres going to be a real big income coming by this or next month. colours award i think. at least got a few hundred. aiya, i really dunno what i can do with it. i either tithe it to God or I can buy books to read.. i dunno see what God burdens me to do. but i believe i will never spend a single cent of it on my own material desires.. come to think of it I wouldnt spurge money on myself now on my clothes and stuff.. quite long nv buy them liao.. but I went into MPH and went to the religion section. I was browsing through the books and I realized how much I wanted max lucado's three book series, the first wan i forget, the second wan is "the angels were silent" or something like that, the third was "6 hours and friday" it looked super nice lo.. argh.. how badly I wanted it.. and another book called Rapture ready.. wahhh there are soo many christian books I want. I havent really go into reading books which people write. i very easily lose my interest in those books. but i enjoy alot on biographies and personal recounts and it really impacts me alot. haha.. maybe I use my money to buy books loads of them.. but finally it still comes down to the one and only book that is worth reading ur whole lifetime-- the Bible. i'm like reading thru luke now and I didn't really think much but i enjoy jus reading thru the whole life of my Savior. its just very nice and i will continue reading unless i really am tired. but i really experience peace when reading leh.. thank God.. pray that He will provide me with many good books to help me in my walk with the Lord.. =)
my spiritual state is not exactly ideal. not for any growth to take place. but i am still slowly trusting God more and I begin to see Him as He really is lo, getting a right view of Him and not doubting His faithfulness, His ability to make things work, His firstness, etc. but one thing that is holding me back is that I am very easily distraced and my priorities are always misplaced. but one thing is i will nv allow myself to backslide, not with my knowing. thats good. but sometimes i get over sensitive over these things.. ok, just pray for me to be in perfect communion with Him and walking in His steps lo.. =)
gtg liao.. tata =)
