final lap. whoosh.

well guys, i'm back. aint ya glad. :) 'today just finished science. wheew. yest finished math and chinese paper 1. now left the last paper on friday. chinese paper 2. well, i'vee seen really how the LORD has blessed me with abundance wisdom for my examinations. the LORD has been merciful. He has been ever so loving, so tender, so more than enough for me. without the LORD's stength, i couldnt have done my exams as i did. and my heart truly goes all out to my dear God. He has been so faithful. i want to give HIM the glory HE deserves. well, to tell the truth what i studied for my examination was last minute studying. i strongly discourage that. regret man. but even so, God has been gracious and despite me not studying hard enough before. He has given me a strong push for my final lap of this year. i dare say i would never imagine me completing my math paper. nor do will i ever imagine me leaving no answers blank for my science. nor me writing a 3 pages long chinese compo. nah none would be possible without the LORD's help. James 1, there is a promise from the LORD saying that if we ask God for wisdom believing that HE will give, then it would grant abunantly. i am not sure whether what the wisdom meant. literally or even spiritual wisdom and maturity. but what i've experienced during my exams truly proved that God honours all His promises made in His Word. only if we were to boldly claim upon them before His throne of grace. but nah, many christians now in this world are not even bothered to read and study God's word, much less claim upon His wonderful promises for us. WHY. saying that we are kiasu isnt right. we are stupidly kiasu. God's love is free for us to claim upon, yet we turn away. we rather "feed" our flesh on the desires of the world first. we are shortsighted. maybe we are kiasu, stupidly kaisu. for the wrong stuff. God loves us freely yet, we do not want His love. WHY. complicated creatures we are. we think too deep. that's why i this phrase in the song "There is a Wideness in God's Mercy" makes perfect sense. ".. if our love were but more simple, we could take Him at His Word, and our lives will be more loving, in the likeness, in the likness of our Lord." dun think of things as such complicated stuff. life isnt complicated at all. life isnt meaningles of what King Solomon exclaimed as "vainity!" before he realised what life was all about. its all about LOVE. God' love for us. it is so simple that people just simply cannot believe it. let me tell you, it is true. God's love is so simple. we do not need to do the slightest thing. just believe that Jesus is the Lamb of Glory dying for our sins. and LOVE this wonderful Saviour. it is so simple. dun think too much. really. we are saved through the LORD's grace, not through our own works our deeds. i pray you will trust in this simple love, a love that could never be comprehended but is worthy of our trust. isnt it abit contradicting? simple love that can never be comprehended? thats where people get mixed up. LOVE does not need to be understood. just trust in it. God does not have a reason to LOVE us. He simply chose to love us. isnt that a wonderful truth. i pray and hope that if you havent considered to allow God to save you from a meaningless, dull, painful life please do. simple ask the LORD for His salvation and for Him to live in you. i hope to hear good news from you. :)