Where is the Gideon?

well its me again, yes dun get too excited. its jus another of my, urm. haha, forget it lah. trying too hard to be bhb le. oh well. ok so how's my weekend spent? sigh. not good, not good. i cant study lor. simply dun hav the drive and motivation to study. and now i'm feeling the stress and heat once again. MATH, SCIENCE, CHINESE. yucks. its simply isnt getting more interesting but getting tougher each time. maths, ok dun have to study fine, but super tough. science need lor, and alot man. chinese, sigh memorise like crazy to think i only have a few days. and still got mrp oral defence. i feel so, urm, helpless. but i thank God that He is always there for me to fall back on. always holding me up and sustaining me. do pray for me. but i think i have alot of pressure leh. even myself also putting high expectations on myself. thats where i get my pressure from ba. dunno lah. weird feeling, but i guess i just do my best and let the works stand back in wonder. let God do the rest. ;)

this song i just found out. very very meaningful. in this present world, who will be the LORD's gideon? His light? His champion? Where is the Gideon? here in this present world, where people worship idols, their money, fame, friends, standards have indeed shaken and God's children have fallen into snares and traps. Good men have fallen. Where is the answer? Who even cares?why do we want to fight this battle like we are losing. why dont we want to claim the victory in our LORD's name? are we contented to be defeated now? why not stand up and fight the victorious battle to the end when Christ shall come? Where is the gideon? Where is THE MAN? Who'll be the leader and follow God's plan? Where is God's champion? Who'll be the one? To stand like gideon. I'll be that man!

Where is the Gideon in this present world?