Great is Thy Faithfulness
Thursday, May 5
Time past extremely fast. Before I long I realised that 3 days have literally brushed past me and 1 more day before weeks of relaxing. And I really marvel at the distance I went. Nahh not of how far I went. Rather, after all, I remember only God's faithfulness, His wonderful and matchless grace that abounds to me.His faithfulness has been so kind and so patient, that when I think of it, it really struck me. God didnt expect anything of whom He bestows His faithfulness and grace. No, He didnt. But I guess its just absoluetly right that we remember and acknowledge it. Testifying of His faithfulness, giving glory to His name. Just what I read in my devotions today. Psalms 50:15 "Call upon Me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall glorify Me." Its so true. To be calling on Him when I am in trying times and seeing how He saves me from them, I just want to shout with joy and give glory to Him. Especially around this time when tests and assignment flood me, stress, fatigue, latenights are inevitable. And in my most desperate moments, anxious, tensed, afraid I cannot cover studying the tested topic, crying out to God for help seems to be the only thing to do. And every night, I lay on my bed reflecting on how miraculously I manage to cover all that I need to study in 2 hours the night before. One thing I know, God has really been faithfully, patiently, taking care of me these two weeks of stressfulness, tiredness. Despite me at times neglecting His company, He was still by me and His presence was there to cheer and encourage me. "Thine own dear presence to cheer and to guide.."
In a nutshell, I'll like to say, "Thank You, Lord, for seeing me through my week."
My results are, I shant comment. But I am contented with whatever results the Lord gives. I am sure I did my best and I've trusted in my Lord for wisdom and His strength. AS to whether these results are my "pass" to going June Camp, I am seriously not sure.
English: A2 (maybe B3)
Chinese: A2 (maybe B3)
Intergrated Humanities: Unsure (maybe B4)
Maths: Hopefully B3, unsure though
Bio: B4
Physics: B3
Chem: Unsure, hopefully B3.
That may hopefully be an improvement from last term. At least I didnt fail my maths and IH like last term, even though A1 isnt present in my results. I think that it is still acceptable la, considering the amount of stress and time taken up the first 4 weeks of this term and last term by my training, I personally feel I've done my best and I do not regret alot. Well, something to be optimistic about is that I've improved, even though it may be only a little. But considering the fact that many didnt do as well this term than last term and I've improved!
However, this is not my guranteed pass to june camp. Do keep me in prayers. I'm so looking foward to June Camp and yes, I must start to ask my friends about Youth Evangelistic. Well, I've been praying for them but havent really ask. Do pray for me, for them, I pray for permission from parents and also willingness to seek and understand the truth.
O Sacred head now wounded
With grief and shame weight down
Now scornfully surrounded
With thorns Thine only crown
O sacred head what glory?
What joy till now was Thine?
Yet though despise and gory
I joy to call Thee mine!
What Thou, my Lord has suffered
Was all for sinner's gain
T'was mine the dread transgression
But Thine the deadly pain
O here I found my savior
Did I deserve thy place?
O look on me with favor
And grant Thy pardoning grace
What language shall I borrow
To thank Thee dearest Friend
For this thy dying sorrow
Thy pity without end
O make me Thine forever
With grief and shame weight down
Now scornfully surrounded
With thorns Thine only crown
O sacred head what glory?
What joy till now was Thine?
Yet though despise and gory
I joy to call Thee mine!
What Thou, my Lord has suffered
Was all for sinner's gain
T'was mine the dread transgression
But Thine the deadly pain
O here I found my savior
Did I deserve thy place?
O look on me with favor
And grant Thy pardoning grace
What language shall I borrow
To thank Thee dearest Friend
For this thy dying sorrow
Thy pity without end
O make me Thine forever
And show Thy fainiting beat
Lord let me never never
Outlive my love to thee
I'll give my love to Thee
Lord let me never never
Outlive my love to thee
I'll give my love to Thee


