Our words are but a silence
Unless we do as He desires
For to whom much has been given
Much more shall be required.

Im feeling so much better now. God spoke wonderfully to me through the message today on true repentance. I've been so low and down these few days, losing sight, and fighting the losing battle. I remembered this verse in James which really spoke to me this morning, "Draw nigh to God and He will draw nigh to thee... Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord and He will lift you up." I was convinced to turn from my ways back to the Lord and I asked the Lord to bless me. I confessed and repented from the bottom of my heart to the Lord, my heart opened and His grace and peace flowed in. Truly the love of Jesus is wonderful. It was nice to be back to be with christian friends. The bond and relationships are so different compared to friendship with our normal friends. It reminded me of sweetness, of purity and of joy. Ok, guess I'm blessed to be back in the Lord once again. May His word dwell richly in me that I may live and observe all that He has commanded.