Post-Exams

Haha, results finally out. Wheew!

Im both sighing a big sigh of relief and thanking the Lord for the results. He has been wonderfully gracious and I just wanna be contented and thankful for all that He has blessed me with. (: But however, perhaphs a not so good thing that happened is that I may not be able to go for camp! Sigh, well.. At least my dad has said no, for now. But there's still much time, to perhaps pray, speak and convince. I was rather disappointed but I think must learn to be contented still, in whatsover state I am. And really, to be indepedant of our circumstances and have our joy in the Lord. That we must all learn, through His santification. But anyway also it has shocked me into not taking things for granted. Esp to be thankful that God has been good in allowing me much freedom for the past few months. Yeah. So, after results are out. A big heavy stone off my chest. Now.. I have to do 6 hours of CIP! Haha, if not I wont get promoted no matter what my results are la! Die.. How to find? Ohwells.

Anyway the China trip's approaching and after today's briefing I think its gonna be so rather slack. I aint looking forward to it neither am I dreading it. I'll just be faithful in all that I am called to do. Then oh, next monday's grad night, ohwells! Not very exciting. Haha. But nonetheless, its gonna be.. the last few times I will see my classmates I guess. And chinese O's coming! ARGH. My chinese is like my worst subject now? Haha, aiya. Its not very major an exam nor is it very minor. Haha, I realised I have been speaking like that for the whole paragraph. Ohwells.

Reading John. Really, inspiring and quite power actually. For example, this passage, have been dwelling on it and really speaks alot alot

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. [John 3:16-21]

And perhaps this passage kinda links with the one above:

He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. He came unto his own, and his own received him not. [John 1:10-11]

Has been quite long since I've read the gospels. Rather refreshing I guess. But Im thankful for the time to be able to sit down and read. Yeah. Ha, okay. I know its supposed to be a time of relaxation for me now, but apparently there are always issues that will crop up from nowhere and shake me from my peace. Thus, the best is really to learn to be completely indepedant of our circumstances around us, and find our peace and joy in God.