Boy, I'm glad the blocks are over! :D Not jumping for joy yet (till A's) but rather peacefully relieved? Ah, I'm surprised at the amount I covered in the last few days and thankful that they are sufficient for the exams. Haha. Believe that last minute mugging is what I'm best at. Not too confident about the results tho. Expecting Bs to Cs to Ds haha, wide range. Thankful that I shouldnt be expecting failures, unless I totally wrote out of point for my GP essay, which most probably is not possible. Lol. aha. You know, I get this feeling of the need to use what I've learnt and memorised in chem, bio and maths especially after exams. When all this knowledge gets stuck in my head. Haha, and I totally have no desire to retain them in my memory until the next major exams come before I try to remember them. Weird. Anw, all in all, I'm so thankful that God has been really gracious to me through this period of literal stress and anxiety as I struggle to barely cover the syallbus. He has given me understanding beyond comprehension, strength, wisdom and the ability to tackle exams? I dunno. But I'm certain He has been "a very present help in times of trouble" (:

Now, what I'm gonna do with my excess time now? Lol. Time to start thinking again. I'm glad I dun have trainings. (: which means I'm free to do whatsover I need to after school and during weekends. Tho I may consider dropping by to meet up with old friends, support them as they train for track, and... uh, burn some calories. Lol. Its a weird feeling seeing my abs disappear, as the days go by. Haha. And, to feel no sense of guilt eating macs and kfc two consecutive days. Haha, post-training syndrome. To be honest, I have alot alot alot of time to spare until my next major exams. I figured out that tho consistency is good and i have a little, what really matters is those last minute, maybe two to three weeks of mugging, for me cos I dun really retain knowledge very well for long periods of time. Lol. So.. ah, the stress of thinking of what God wants me to do. Maybe not stress, but its a tedious process of seeking once again?

You know, I think I needa change. Haha. I need to stop having an attitude of not caring about other people if I just dun want to. In other words, being less selfish and selfcentered. I mean, espcially in school. Not so much in church I feel. I'm prone to just do my own stuff without being invovled in people's lives. Well, there is a thin line between separation from the world and showing love. So I pray the Spirit bear the fruit of the Spirit within my heart, to show Christ' love to my friends in school. Oh, how I hope I can bring them to Christ someday!

"Channels only, blessed Master, But with all Thy wondrous pow'r
Flowing through us, Thou canst use us, Everyday and every hour."