Past week has been really refreshing spiritually. Thank God for stirring up my heart to desire so badly to love His Word as well as the Lord Himself and His will. I want to be able to say like Christ, "My bread/meat is to do the will of Him who sent me."

Learnt much abt the Word of God, about the many movements that are not based upon the Bible, about the power in the gospel unto salvation (Romans 1:8), etc. Really blessed by them. In fact there is so much information packed into my brain right now that I have so much pondering to do for the next week at camp.

Ahhh, i'm feeling a little low and discouraged right now. Maybe because im really tired and worn out by the many activities lately. But i guess its more for another reason i do not wish to mention. aye, I feel rather torn in two, between my desires and what seemingly sesems to be God's will. I'm confused! Discouragement comes because things just doesnt/didnt happen the way I expect it to. I've been putting much effort to it but nothing seems to show or grow. Perhaps i ought to just stop, huh. I just have a feeling things jus wouldnt work out between.. aye correct me if i'm wrong. Whatever it is, i hope the camp will set things in focus. After all, my own desire right now, IS to be fully surrendered to His will! I trust in the faithfulness of my God to withold no good things from those who walks uprightly. Hmm. Lord, help!

Yay! on the brighter note, I'm so looking forward to the 4 days spent AWAY from the world and the cares of this life. Make me More Like You, Lord. !