New Website! :D
Lol, I've chanced upon a new website that is like totally cool. Haha. I'll try using this webpage for a period of time and see if it fits me well (: Anyway the link to it is here!
Today has been a looooong day in school, tiring la. I realised that there are many needs of many different people, if we were to open our eyes and stop looking so self-centeredly at ourselves. I wished I could make myself available to the different needs. I thank God for opprotunities God has placed in my life to witness to friends about the gospel. Sometimes they take me by surprise like some old friend whom I have not talked to for ages suddenly msn me and ask me questions. People also ask me about my faith like out of the blue kinda thing. I thank God for the priviledge of being able to testify about His love and His grace in such ways. I wished I would be faithful in every task He gives.
Ahhh. I realised too I have been very emotional lately. And much of my emotions are not very controlled. I guess because of this I unknowingly hurt people.. and I cease to be kind and caring to people around me- in the sense I no longer look out for their needs but seek only to satisfy my own need. Its a good thing to learn how to control my emotions, its a bad thing to let it go wild. Sometimes I question why God does this and why God does that. But I hope to say, "Though I may never understand, I'll trust with all my heart" Its difficult to trust and wait patiently when you know things are never gonna happen (yeah? so.. ironic, lol) or rather almost impossible. But I've just gotta trust! Really. Hope that in due time the goodness of the Lord will be manifested in one way or another, and that my sorrowing spirit may rejoice somehow. But I shall learn to count it all joy even IN the trial. (:
Okay, my mind is going blank. I'm having a bad bad headache now. Went back to play soccer with the team guys. Nice game, nice friends and teammates. Wished I could go back and run. What stands in between? God's perfect will- to which I gladly submit.
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2 Comments:
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hey jem, keeping u in prayer!
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Samuel Tan, at 5:09 PM
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thanks samuel (: you take care and keep walking with the Lord too! :D
By jem, at 8:57 PM
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