Psalm 103

1Bless the LORD, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name.
2Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:
3Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;
4Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;
5Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's. 8The LORD is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy.
9He will not always chide: neither will he keep his anger for ever.
10He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities.
11For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him.
12As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.
13Like as a father pitieth his children, so the LORD pitieth them that fear him.
14For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust.
15As for man, his days are as grass: as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth.
16For the wind passeth over it, and it is gone; and the place thereof shall know it no more.
17But the mercy of the LORD is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear him, and his righteousness unto children's children;
18To such as keep his covenant, and to those that remember his commandments to do them

Thank God for this Psalm today. Truly God's mercy and His faithfulness is great and abundant for God has not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquites. (:

How have I spent my National Day holiday?

Honestly I didnt do much studying and I dunno how my time flew past so quickily. But I think generally I have been doing alot alot of work to pack and unpack stuff in my new house and the travelling between the new and old house has taken alot of time too. And it has worn me out a bit so I kinda happen to sleep quite early the past few days.

Friday was Youth Meeting at Changi Beach. It was the a meeting which the Youthie comm undertook great responsibilities and I kinda felt a lil burdened and uneasy because of it. I thank God for grace and strength that empowered me to do His work becos I know "its not by might nor by power, but by His spirit". Anw it was the first meeting I felt I did more work than play, lols. So I was a little stressed cos I dont want anything to go wrong whatsoever. Like I was a little fearful that it was gonna pour cos it actually looked kinda gloomy at first. But really really thank God for doing great works and withholding the rain. (: and ensuring that everything went smoothly. I felt there could be more work that could be done in reaching out to the youths but I felt too bogged down by work to do so.. but its just good to be learning it all slowly. Moreover I feel I need experience especially when handling a crowd too. But i'm just glad it just went well.

But anyway, seriously I feel detached from the youths and my friends. and its a feeling that has been making me feel uneasy and causing me to have weird mood swings. Its a weird feeling I know; but I'm starting to feel that people arent as caring and concerned as before. Sigh. But maybe I've only got myself to blame for being so negligient. Ohwells.

Today was... for studying. After church I went to meet zak and del to study, it was quite fruitful for me. Cos without it I probably wouldnt have realised what tomorrow's bio spa a levels would be testing on! So, thankfully I got to revise and look through. (: but it was unusually quiet cos zak's not feeling well and del's.. well.. muggerish. Lol no lah. Aye okay laa.. maybe its just me again. Hahaha.