Sigh.

Please tell me you care, and not bother about me.
Please make promises, and not keep them.
Please break them, and start avoiding it.
Please tell me I'm important, and not have time for me.
Please say you'll try, and not do anything about it.
Please understand we're drifting, yet contented the situation to be.
Please know that I'm hurt, and remained unconcerned.
Please see the problem and not try to remedy it.
Please tell me you dunno when its in fact, you dun want.
Please tell me you treasure the friendship when it's of such low priority.

I aint acting up again. I've thought it through in a state of clear mind and I've come to a conclusion that its such a... dilemna. Probably my expectations of a friendship is contrary to yours. It just have to upset and disappoint me in these ways. Sigh, there needs to be a full stop to it, somehow or rather.

I feel these days love is hardly seen arnd. When God says He fills our hearts with love and give us the ability to love, why arent Christians showing that (including me). How can the church of God show warmth and concern but by love? And if love is lacking in the body of Christ, what distinguishes it from any other organisation? I tend to be rather cynical these days, but a little of it is good, cos it makes me reflect and think upon things I wouldnt dare think in the past. More open-minded I would say. Good or bad? I dunno.