Yay! 5 Weeks to Promos :D
Haha. No, I dont mean it. I'm feeling stressed because of math, argh. Cos I just cant do differntiation and integration and I'm so gonna fail maths test on monday! And I feel... vulnearable for the first time. Anw, the thought of promos being 5 weeks away IS daunting. Sigh, I havent actually started revision, in fact I havent actually started studying! So lets stop complaining and lets get down to some real work before I'm gonna fail my promos and.. not retain, but fail to get the H3 subject I want. Boo.
Anyway to all who read my blog and think I've changed, rest assured I am still the jeremy you know. Or even the jem as some know me. I just don't like it when people take a small issue and make it big, its... blowing things out of proportion. But I admit that I am comfortable taking the back seat so far, just... enjoying the company of friends, doing things I enjoy, no need to put myself in situations of unnecessary awkwardness or discomfort.
Haha, in response to the comment about my "dear JC friends" I would like to... clarify. (:
A great philosopher once said, "Different groups of friends would be close to you at different stages in your life" HAHAHA. Okay thats lame. But its true to a certain extent. This bunch of friends I have and hang out with in school have suddenly become very close to me and I really really enjoy their company. They certainly do not know me well enough, but that doesnt mean they are not getting to know me better each day and thats not the reason I'm close to them! And who tells you that its because they say things I wanna hear? On what basis do you make such a comment? The reasons are simple, they are nice people (: who are sensitive (: concerned (: available (: and more often then not acccept me for who I am without judging. Thats good. I guess friendship has to work both ways. If one party suddenly becomes unconcerned, unavailable and insensitive, there is hardly anything left to sustain the friendship. It musn't necessarily go but it doesnt stay at the state it was before, regretfully. And its not as if they do not matter, they matter dearly. But one can only do so much.. Okay, I shall not become too philosophical in my entry.
Just a thought: what if someday you realise that the church you have been feeling warmth and comfortable all this while suddenly doesnt seem right for you? Okay, thats lame. Hahahahaha. I'm just joking. Where can I go other than BFC right. Lol. Goodness.
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2 Comments:
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Aiyoh, lah! Aiyoh you never go church. haha.
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Sandra (:, at 9:12 PM
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ehh! i went! lol. but left earlier cos i have maths test tmr. haha
By jem, at 9:24 PM
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