Do Not I Love Thee

Haha, so many late nights recently. But I realised I can be extremely productive at night and away from the computer. (I'm talking in relative terms) But I will be zonked out in school I guess.

I've just had an epiphany! Haha. I've not been blogging much sense recently. Or rather not blogging for the sake of the edification of the saints and the evangelism of the unsaved. Oh, thats since long time ago.. Nonetheless, still an random realisation. I shall try to be tactful in my speech and hope I'm not hurting or stumbling anyone with them.

Anyway, I shall attempt to cast all distracting thoughts aside and just focus on promos and do my best for it from now onwards and hopefully whatever needs to be settled with be settled by the time promos ends.

I don't wanna regret not doing my best for promos and end of not getting the subjects God may want me to get. Just dun want to be in a position where I would not be able to fulfill His will. I wouldnt mind not doing well for it if He wills to be, but I need to at least try my best. I've been careless about the decisions I have/will make. Things like mindlessly agreeing to return to run, without properly seeking His will, just doesnt seem right now that I think of it. Perhaps the complications will come hereafter if I do not yield to His will and make God-pleasing decisions.

Carin asked me a poignant question that set me thinking; I havent been asking myself this question or even dare to consider it recently. Have I been unequally yoked with unbelievers? Hmmm. Its a.. difficult question to answer. HAHA. Ohwell, I have to answer it sooner or later. But I know I love them, and I want them to come to know my Lord and my Savior and see them receive salvation with joy. (No offence, but this what I really feel)

Then looking further back at my new year resolutions, have I really done what I set out this year to do?

And looking deeper into my own heart, have I really changed and cease upholding standards I used to hold?