Sigh, I wished I had enjoyed myself today. It was just a pretty bad day for me. Thinking of it generally makes me real sad; seeing stuff made it feel worst. But then the worst part comes when I dun even think I have a right to be affected by it at all. I dislike myself when I would take pity on self instead of thinking of others and be more sensitive to them. And its wrong to made myself feel better at the expense of another person. Gosh, I'm so selfish. Sorry. I promise I'll be more patient and more hopeful than I am right now. Thats two important characteristics of love expounded in 1 Corinthians 13. God wants His best for me-if I would go His way.