I shall resolve to get my own camera soon. Hmph! Haha. Its sooooooo tedious trying to get photos from people, have to keep asking and asking. Anyway I shall upload them as soon as I get my hands on the photos. Hehe, more for this week's class chalet then other outings laa.

This week, past quite slowly actually, interestingly. I would expect it to be faster cos of the many activities I have, but it feels as though monday was a long time ago. Anyway so monday was the bbq night of our class chalet. Haha. Initially, I felt obliged to turn up for it but subsequently I realised I havent been spending alot of time with my classmates so it was more of a getting to know them, spending time with them session. Hehe. But the bbq night was quite nice I guess. Loads of fooling around, joking, slacking, eating haha. Well, all the unhealthy stuff- erm, I mean food. Lol. Cos the food were like charred black and all but it was from bbq wholesale, so it tasted great. Hehe. I almost missed my last bus home from downtown east cos we went back to the room to watch Heroes. But thankfully, I made it back home at around 12plus.

Tuesday.... was supposed to be a day I've actually PLANNED the activities and scheduled them on my list. Haha, yet, ironically, it turned out to be a day of randomness and unexpected-ness. I WAS supposed to have dinner with char and san, having tried to SQUEEZE it into their schedule, but they couldnt make it, AGAIN. Haha. Ohwells. So having told me mom I wouldnt be having dinner at home I needed to eat outside. So.... I invited a friend who stays all the way in AMK to come all the way to bugis for dinner with me before heading for the PLANNED-TO-GO Youth Camp Planning Meeting. Hahahaha thanks zak for accompanying me. Dinner was nice, well the food was, certainly.The company... uhm, maybe la. Hehe. So after a short dinner zakeeeyah went all the way back to AMK while I cheerfully set out for the Tan's residence hoping to attend my 2nd youth camp planning meeting. HAHA. It turned out that it was the second activity that was canceled on me that day. :S Well, it wasnt exactly canceled on me but it was canceled and I wasnt informed cos I didnt reply to a message :/ okay. -.-" So, I thought I wasted my trip. But in the end it was nice haha. Well, I was in my cousin's house for goodness sake haha how can it not be nice. So, me and gang were treated to daniel's "tickling" of our minds! Hehe. So it turned out that things that didnt go my way werent too bad after all.

Wednesday was spent resting and recuperating in my grandfather's place. Haha. The only day I did double session this week. It was nice to have a day in the week to take things slowly and just chill I guess.. Oh Oh, I was so bored then I went to read through old msn conversations with friends in that old computer. Hehehee. Okay I realised how extremely childish I was in the past. Yet I realised how complicated things have become now.. Last time, apart from the childishness, it was funnier. Haha. And I realised that there are people who slip away who were close to me in the past :/ ohwells.

Thursday I supposedly was going to work but I didnt feel well after training and extremely tired so I went home instead. I actually went all the way home from training to get my working gear but in the end I didnt go. :/ But so after training when done to town for lunch with my dear pals. - We havent actually went out for quite a long time, as in three of us tgt. Then hung around and waited for delphine to go work at meritus. Saw cheryl and her boyfriend yoshi. Lol. Then...went home to sleep. Hahahaa.

Friday, which is today.. early morning slack at home, use computer. Haha. Then I went out shopping alone in the afternoon. I havent done so for a long time, and I still believe that shopping alone is most effective for me in getting my stuff. But I didnt get any stuff cos the sales season hasnt started!! Ohwells. Saw quite a many nice stuff tho. Oh, needed to get my grandfather's birthday gift too. So.. walked around and I realised that penisular plaza that area was just like another queensway! Not too bad a place to shop for cheaper goods. Hehe.

Saturday- mt faber hill worker. Dieeeeee. Then maybe walk walk vivo before going for grandfather's birthday celebration. Haha..

If you havent realised, I have been very very normal lately. Hehe. In fact too cheerful, haha. I dunno whether its a good or bad thing but its good I guess, even to see things more optimistically.

Aye but I dun understand why I must lose friends when I gain some. I dunno why friendships are so complicated and we just cant live peacably. I hope there will be a time when I would have no complications whatsover with anyone on the face of this earth and I can love and treat everyone nicely without apprehension or awkwardness. Well, its not as if now I cant but now, its still difficult.

Okay, these are my thoughts for now. I havent thought too deeply about things these few days, rather just enjoying the moments as they come by. Hmm, I dunno whether I should be excited or afraid that children's camp, youth camp is coming by. Haha. I dun think I'm reaaaaaddyyy.. Well, I can think of it as some fun camp and just enjoy the fun and all but I should think that I choose still to think its more complicated than that- that its still a battle for God?