25Jan08

Thy way, not mine O Lord.

God knows and God reveals that nothing ever can be in man's control and He indeed must be sovereign in each life.

I feel the extremities of both emotional spectrum: One of sorrow and anguish; another of peace and submission. If there is any comfort in what I am doing, it is that God's will is done and God has and will have mercy on us all. The mercy of God upon my soul cannot be described and I confess how my own sin has resulted in hurt in an innocent party. Thus I dare not presume upon myself to heal or mend the broken hearts. I have magnified God's strictness and glossed over the fact that He wants the best for us and, I am trusting Him on that. May God comfort and sustain our hearts and reassure us of this decision. Yet, nothing shall ever discount how special it has been.

Now,

Fill my cup, Lord.